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Chiur by Rav Avigdor Miller on TorahAnytime.com
(Recorded shiur titled "The Great Mitzvah of Teshuva" – Number 661)
📜 Halachot – The Concrete Obligations
The Torah demands restitution for harms done, whether to others or ourselves, teaching that true repentance begins with tangible repair.
- Pay for damages inflicted: If you strike someone in anger, you must compensate for pain, embarrassment, medical costs, and lost work—nezik, tzar, ripui, sheves, and boshes—regardless of remorse alone.
- Restore borrowed or damaged property: Tearing a page in a borrowed sefer is theft; return it repaired, for even unintentional harm requires payment.
- Avoid endangering lives: Stumbling blocks like a valise in an aisle or careless advice to cross the street violate "lifnei iver," demanding compensation even if no injury occurs.
"You have to pay five things... It's hard to pay, but that's number one for a ba'al teshuva—to make restitution."
🧠 Kavanot – Directing the Heart
Teshuva requires intentional focus on returning to Hashem, transforming worldly regrets into divine reconciliation.
- Direct remorse to Hashem: Sins, even against family, must be confessed as offenses against Him—begin viduy with "Ana Hashem," acknowledging all wrongs are before the Creator.
- Seek mercy through prayer: In tachanunim, plead for health and sanity with true intent, backing words with actions like proper diet and caution.
- Appreciate kosher pleasures mindfully: Breathing, walking, seeing—direct your heart to recognize these as divine gifts, turning daily life into avodah.
"Chatosi lefanecha Hashem—I sinned before You... You have to start out and say, to whom are you directing these words?"
⚖️ Mussar – The Ethical Hammer
The ethical hammer strikes hardest at self-neglect, rebuking us for cruelties we commit against our own flesh and spirit.
- Guard your health as a sacred trust: Neglecting teeth, crossing streets carelessly, or overloading a wagon are sins of achzariyus—cruelty to the body Hashem entrusted to you. ⚡
- Educate yourself in Torah: Failing to learn is worse than bloodshed, for it robs your neshama of eternal reward; partial teshuva, like studying one more page, is your first duty.
- Avoid depression and ingratitude: Bad middos like anger or jealousy breed illness—cancer from envy, strokes from rage—while ingratitude deprives you of simchas hachaim.
"He who destroys his own flesh is a cruel man... The closer the relative is, the more you're responsible to care for him—and your soul is the closest of all."
🌟 Hashgacha Pratit – Seeing Hashem's Hand
Every misfortune reveals Hashem's guiding hand, urging us to trace sufferings back to our own sins rather than blame the world.
- Punishments stem from self-inflicted sins: Accidents in the home, illnesses from overexcitement—these are divine responses to negligence, forcing chesed against Hashem's will.
- Lost mitzvos are eternal losses: Cutting off an arm robs you of tefillin forever; no teshuva can restore those deeds, but seeing hashgacha turns pain into awakening. 🌟
- Rewards await positive achievements: Gehinom ends, but Gan Eden's joys are forever for those who build—through Torah, chesed, or bitachon—under Hashem's watchful eye.
"Your sin caused you to be punished... Why are you blaming Me? It's your own fault."
🧭 Duties of the Mind – The Non-Negotiable Mental Mitzvos
The mind's duties demand vigilant avodah: appreciation, loyalty, and pursuit of perfection, for mental sins scar deepest.
- Cultivate hakaras hatov: See the world as "tov me'od"—enjoy water, breath, sanity as ecstatic gifts; failing this is a double sin against Hashem and self.
- Pursue emunah and bitachon: Train your mind in trust, rejecting goyish ideals for Torah loyalty; partial steps, like one less cigarette, fulfill this mental mitzvah.
- Educate your inner youth: As na'ar, self-train in middos, davening with kavana, and simcha—depriving your mind of these is cruelty without excuse. 🔥
"Educate the youth according to the way he has to walk... The youth is told: educate yourself."
True teshuva is self-mercy: return to Hashem, repair your harms, and build eternal merits through mindful avodah.